Sunday, March 20, 2005 :]
i juz got home~ came back home with xh and an an..xh pei mi walk to my house...nearby lahz...talk abt some stuff~
I dunno how to discribe my feelingz now...sad...sad and sad and angry at myself for not being tall. my emotions are all mixed up. I want to cry.
will we be like wat xh said...dancerz who will be forever stuck in the studio? i realli pray tat we will not. I want to dance~ i want to perform~ i realli do!!!!
I will do anithing for the sake of dancing...
Next time if u c mi hunchback~ hit my back...
stuff mi with lots of food~
and i will make my actionz bigger!
I want to repackage myself...but wat can i do? hahaz change hairstyle againz and i want to dye hair!!!
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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12:54 AM
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